Two Conversations..Two Very Different Worlds

In the last couple of nights, I have had conversations with both a friend and a complete stranger on-line and the results weren't quite what I expected.

Starting with the second conversation first with my friend: He seems to be irritated with me for no reason that I can understand. Although it is based solely on the fact that we like the same girl sort of. He really has no reason to like her, but she has a crush on him and I have one on her. I feel no reason to advance my feelings to her because I don't want to hurt her in anyway. But he being the loser he is tells me that I am just to old for her!!! This hurts real bad given that love should never show an age barrier within reason. I think he left that conversation mad at me, but I don't feel bad because I know he is hiding a secret that he is not willing to tell me, whether good or bad. Stay tuned....

Now onto the conversation I had on Wednesday night with a stranger.. WARNING: This is rated PG-13..so those that are offended may want to skip the rest of this entry until I say below it is safe. The first thing that this person asked for after they came into my messenger was that if I "liked Hilary's boobs". I kid you not!! I thought this was like the strangest question I ever heard. She then wanted me to send her a picture of her that showed her boobs in such a way that she appeared hot!! After searching through the nearly 100 pictures I have on my computer, I narrowed down the choices down to a couple then sent her one via messenger. As to whether she was satisfied with my "choice" was hard to say, but I felt that the question was just wrong only because she is not like Lindsey Lohan who has basically had her boobs fall out of her clothes lately in many pictures. But again, Lindsey is 18 so she can do it, Hilary is only 16. As I told the girl, I love Hilary for her completeness of her talents and her charity work, not as some cheap girl (not the exact words, however). As I have told everyone before, Hilary is a wonderful girl and I respect her..I do not wish to exploit her in a demeaning way at all!!

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It has been over a month since Becky has contacted me via messenger. Apparently her upcoming wedding means more to her than I do..oh well..

It has also been a month and half since Hilary updated her diary..Come on Hilary give us a short update at least saying that you are still alive..you can even dedicate it to me if you want!!

Until next time...luv ya'll xoxo lou